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this is a love letter

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[ exhale | carbon dioxide ]

sewer water [10 august 2002|09:59pm]
so yeah last night i got really shit faced on sewer water, all it is is black vodka (blavod) and orange juice, but it makes it green, it looks like mutagen. anyways i got busted by the cops for being underage and it was a whole big mess. so i said i didn't have my id, and gave them a fake address and a fake ss# so good for me. now i'm watching russian roulette and must get back to it. adieu
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fucking wonderful [06 august 2002|05:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]

so i'm a fucking raving sid vicious, that sucks.

Which pop culture icon are YOU? | made by kt @

You are the ravest of dance parties, a must for the all night rave! Exciting company you make people feel sexy, sensuality and generally ecstatic. You make people feel close, at one with each other but can also make people feel nauseaous and anxious.If you spend alot of time with someone they tend to be hallucinating, they cant see clearly and feel like they are getting carried away with you. When you spend way too much time with people you fuck up their brain, heart and liver. However, after spending a wopping wonderful night with you, the next day people get deppressed thinking of you and how much they miss you. They get love sick and dont want to eat, they cant sleep, they feel sore in their muscels and cant concentrate for very long as they dream of when they will spend an exhilarating time with you again on the dance floor at the very next rave party. Fortunately for people, the more they see of you the more they realise how bad you are and eventually they dont see much of you anymore.

Find Out If You Were A Drug, What You Would Be!

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it ain't nothin but a good time [05 august 2002|12:33am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

fuckin a right. i just saw poison. cece deville, ronnie rocket, bobby darr, and the one and only brett michaels, the original fucking lineup and it was superb. i bet all of you wish you could have seen poison tonight. haha well you didn't fuckers, it was me. anyways, today i came to the conclusion that i am a very pessimistic person, hence the mood, hence my current and ongoing hatefest. i really have no need for anything anymore. its sort of sad and pathetic. and the only time i start hating shit is when i start to think about girls. fucking girls. how the ones i like so much never return any kind of, whats the word?, well shit you probably understand, but if not i don't care. and how the one that likes me is the only girl in my whole life i have ever hated. funny how life works right? anyways fuck it all, my new, well not new, i've been using it for a while, but reinstated and in full effect, motto. too many fucking commas. well thats it tonight. adieu

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pity party [02 august 2002|12:31am]
[ mood | listless ]

muddled frequencies. what is, everything thats been going through my head lately? every laugh, smile, any form of emotion now seems like a facade, more effort than true feelings. god what i wouldn't give for a genuine form of anything. people telling me that it will be ok just pisses me off more. because they have no idea, because i don't even have an idea of whats going, it just hit me all of a sudden. and people asking me "whats wrong" all the time, i hate it, if i wanted you to know, you'd fucking know it. and i've had alot of pseudo-anger lately, i get pissed of at stupid shit that normally i wouldn't give a shit about. maybe i've let things roll off my shoulder too easily and now its coming to a head. and if i have been ignoring my normal duties as a friend to anyone, i'm sorry for my detachment, its me not you. god i hate when people say that and now i'm becoming one of them. anyways, enough of the pity party, cheer up fuck face, its all i can do at this point. adieu

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the apathy and exhaustion [01 august 2002|02:36am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

matadors chase the bulls in a china shop

a survey if you give a shitCollapse )


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in a minute [30 july 2002|06:27pm]
[ mood | calm ]

well i'm about to go see 400 blows and federation x at the green door, you kids who live in okc really should come here more often, its such a kick ass place. anyways today was quite uneventful. no women with jade pistols, no killing people. today is just an average, ordinary, just like every other day. fuck today. adieu

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[30 july 2002|12:33am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

mountain dew code red = so good it hurts

so for anyone who gives a shit, i'll walk you through a day in the life of the mysterious virtuoso, moi.

yesterday, after a long afternoon of volunteer bereavement counseling and then reading to blind residents at a nursing home, i go to le cirque. i drink something like 14 martinis, i get into a fight at the bar with the president of the oklahoma city firefighters' union over a women we're both trying to pick up. i kill him with a single roundhouse to the head. i leave with the woman, who's cooing me in a gravelly basso profundo voice. when we get back to my place i dump out the contents of her pocketbook: loaded jade-handled pistol, qualludes, thai "golden eggs" (vibrating anal-stimulation balls, a packet of pharmaceutical-grade morphine, a little black book with the private phone numbers of pentagon officials. i get up on the bed and dance to the electronic music they use to drive fleas and cockroaches crazy, my hard-on glowing in the dark and keeping time like a metronome, and then we fuck until dawn, strangling each other almost to the point of unconsciousness with kimono sashes each time we climax.


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[28 july 2002|05:20am]
[ mood | tired ]

the shareef don't like it, rock the casbah, rock the casbah

i bid you adieu

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just a sidenote [27 july 2002|12:05am]
[ mood | cynical ]

ok i've been going to shows for long enough to basic rules and what you might even call an ettiquette. so here are some things to note before going to that concert you've been dying to see.

1. under no circumstances should you wear a t-shirt depicting the band you are there to see. it doesn't make you cool. nobody's going to come up to you and say "hey that's a cool shirt" in fact people will probably be making fun of you behind your back and even in front of your face. (there is one exception to this rule, warped tour, its kind of hard to not wear a shirt of one the bands there, unless of course you wear a shirt of an obselete band which also makes you a target of ridicule, and i guess ozzfest too, but if you're at ozzfest you should be shot anyways)

2. kind of an ammendment to rule number one, it's also not cool to buy a concert tee and put it over the shirt that you are wearing the time, in fact it leaves you as open game to get beat up and have the shirt and any personal belongings of value stolen.

3. do not listen to the band you are going to see on the way there, or bands that the member of the bands have been in before, i mean for god sakes you are about to see them live. what could you possibly find out about the band that you should already know.

4. also do not listen to the band after you have excited the place of said show. you just heard them and there's no reason to relive the experience thirty minutes after you were there.

5. no bondage shirts or in fact any shirt at all from hot topic is unacceptable, especially shirts, with dragons, anime characters, and stupid designs.

6. please do not sing to a song if you don't know the words, and if you just know the chorus don't try and scream the words louder than everyone else just cause thats all you know.

7. not wearing a shirt is acceptable unless you have flabby man boobies, these are sick and probably will result in some sort of violence to the bearer of said man boobies.

8. when and if you get in the pit, if you're going to get stupid you're going to get hurt. plain and simple, if you don't what getting stupid in the pit means, then by all means avoid it.

9. don't pogo. it just gives people like me a chance to push you and make you fall over, its funny for me and not so funny for you.

10. do not get up on the stage and make up words to a song you don't know, its pisses off the bouncers, the crowd, the band and if you don't get your ass kicked afterwards, god must have been smiling at you.

11. any makeup at all is uncalled for unless you have tits that aren't man boobies, especially pseudo-crow designs on the face, and dear god please don't write messages or draw anything on you arm with a sharpie that isn't designated to show that you aren't of drinking age.

12. if you're going to a show, and have seen the people before in another band, don't make an absurd random comment about some obselete show that you know they don't remember. and don't act like you know them unless you do, they say they care about their fans, but i'm willing to bet 99% of the time they just want you to pay money to come see them the next time they are at your shithole of a town.

13. don't bring goats to the show, they are dirty and try and eat everyones clothes.

just some self-righteous rules from a self-righteous asshole.


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what a day. [25 july 2002|05:45pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

thank god, money finally mine, able to afford a pack of cigarettes, serenity now dammit. well tonight is taking back sunday and i'm going because they were pretty bad ass last time i saw them with lawrence arms. so yeah like ice cube says today was a good day. well anways my nonsense slinging ass is going to go spend some money and go to the show so, later everyone. adieu.

1 bullet through my head + load the gun

broke as a joke [22 july 2002|06:28pm]
[ mood | broke ]

so yeah i have no money, i have 5 cigarettes left, no money to buy another pack. god this is horrible, thank god i get paid thursday. i think i'll go thrift store shopping. my life is starting to turn sour quick, why can't psycho girls leave me the fuck alone. and don't worry, this is not directed to anyone reading this, the bitch i am referring to would be lucky to figure out how to use the computer. anyways, my stomach is growling so i must go scrounge up what is left in the fridge and engage in nourishment. adieu

3 bullets through my head + load the gun

bah [19 july 2002|07:24pm]
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i know you guys are tired of surveys, i'm sorry [16 july 2002|12:38am]
[ mood | annoyed ] jon
002.d.o.b.: 09jan1982
003.location: okaysee,ok
004.religion: catholic
005.occupation: nursing home slacker

002.eyes: brown
003.height: 5'11"

STYLE pants what sounds good
003.make up: only for halloween
004.bodyart: no tats, no more mods

001.wearing: nothing you sick fuck
002.listening to: nine inch nails
003.thinking of: tommorow's day of crap work

001.bought: pack of cigs
002.ate & drank: cran-apple juice and 2 sandwiches ash's IM
004.watched on tv: the royal tenenbaums

EITHER / OR or houseparty: party
002.tea or coffee: tea
003. achiever or slacker: slacker or cider: beer
005.drinks or shots: shots
006.cats or dogs: dogs
007.single or taken: single
008.pen or pencil: pencil
009.gloves or mittens: mittens or candy: whopper
011.cassette or cd: cd
012.coke or pepsi: coke
013.hard or mild alcohol: hard
014.matches or a lighter: lighter
015.sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: uhh. no.
016.Rickie lake or oprah winfrey: crap crap and crap

001.kill: jana parker
002.hear from: sherry
003.get really wasted with: chris
004.look like: my brother like: my brother
006.avoid: jana parker

001.touched: hmm...hugging shannon before i left work
002.talked to: my dad
003.hugged: shannon
004.instant messaged: ash
006.who broke your heart: jana parker

WHERE DO YOU burger king with myself
003.cry: bed
004.wish you were: away

001.Dated one of your best friends? nope
002.Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? yes
003.Drank alcohol? oh yeah
004.Done drugs? yeah
005.Broken the law? yeah
006.Ran away from home? no
007.Broken a bone? nope
008.Cheated on a test? yea
009.Skinny dipped? yeah
010.Played Truth Or Dare? yeah
011.Flashed someone? yeah
012.Mooned Someone? yeah
013.Kissed someone you didn't know? yeah
014.Been on a talk show/game show? i was on camera in the audience of the craig kilborn show, 3 times
015.Been in a fight? yeah
016.Ridden in a fire truck? yeah in elementary school
017.Been on a plane? yeah
018.Come close to dying? yeah
019.Cheated on your Boy/Girlfriend? nope
020.Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? yup, carly loves em
021.Eaten a worm/mud pie? hell no
022.Swam in the ocean? yeah
23.Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up? yeah

001.The most embarrassing CD in your collection? madonna immaculate collection
002.Your bedroom like? clean now
003.Your favorite thing for breakfast? count chocula and bacon
004.Your favorite thing for lunch? whopper
005.Your favorite thing for dinner? whopper
006.Your favorite Restaurant? burger king

001.A Vegetarian?: no
002.A Good Student?: i'm not a student
003.Good At Sports?: soccer
004.wakeboarding/snowboarding...ect?: no
005.A Good Singer?: screamer
006.A good Actor/Actress? maybe
007.A deep sleeper?: yeah
008.A Good Dancer?: slam
009.Shy?: no
010.Outgoing?: yeah
011.A good storyteller?: no
012.Last words?: stop sneezing dammit

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where is my mind? [15 july 2002|08:59pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Favorite Fruit: kiwi
Favorite Cereal: count chocula
Favorite Drink: coca cola
Favorite Alcoholic Drink: bloody mary
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: cookies and cream
Favorite Type of Chocolate: dark
Favorite Type of Muffin: cheese streusel
Favorite Thing to Put on Your Pancakes: IHOP butter pecan syrup
Favorite Color: black
Favorite Nail Polish Color: i don't wear nail polish
Favorite Candle Scent: i hate candles
Favorite Pen Color: blue
Favorite Clothing Color: black or blue
Favorite Color for Walls in a room: black
Favorite Hair Color: natural or dyed? black and red
Favorite Eye Color: blue
Favorite Movie: trainspotting
Favorite Actress: thora birch
Favorite Actor: ewan mcgregor
Favorite Type of Music: punk
Favorite Song of All Time: "the brews" - nofx
Favorite Song Right Now: "arc arsenal" - at the drive-in
Favorite Band: afi
Favorite Male Singer: ryan adams
Favorite Female Singer: brody armstrong
Favorite Instrument: guitar
Favorite Radio Station: fuck the radio
Favorite Music Video: "keep fishin'" - weezer
Favorite TV Channel: comedy central
Favorite TV Show: buffy the vampire slayer
Favorite Cartoon: garfield and friends
Favorite Cartoon Character: tigger
Favorite Commercial: the payday one where the elephant stole the truck
Favorite Magazine: maxim
Favorite Book: chemical pink and invisible monsters
Favorite School Subject: english and lunch
Favorite Name for a Boy: dirk
Favorite Name for a Girl: trinity aurora
Favorite Room in the House: computer room
Favorite Place to go to for a Vacation: europe
Favorite Country: scotland
Favorite City: los angeles
Favorite Web Site:
Favorite Thing in Your Room: my dvds
Favorite Thing in Your House: computer
Favorite Quote:
Favorite Quote from a Movie: "are you gonna bark all day little doggy? or are you gonna bite?" michael madsen, reservoir dogs
Favorite Quote from a Song: "let's pick you up so we can see how fast you'll fall, we always thought that you could fly, now you'll crawl." AFI - "catch a hot one"
Favorite Word/Phrase to Say: fuck you.
Favorite Person to Laugh at: chris
Favorite Person to Hate: jana
Favorite Friend: the twins and chris
Favorite Outfit: jeans, shirt, belt, shoes
Favorite Shoes: my duct taped globes
Favorite Body Part on the Opposite Sex: back
Favorite Thing about You: my enormously huge heart
Favorite Day of the Week: saturday
Favorite Holiday: halloween
Favorite Time of the Day: night
Favorite Time to Shower: morning
Favorite Feeling: pity
Favorite Emotion: love
Favorite Thing to do when You're Bored: play guitar
Favorite Thing to do when You're Mad: belittle
Favorite Thing to do when You're Hyper: play guitar and be annoying
Favorite Animal: platypi
Favorite Type of Accent: scottish
Favorite Store: gap and
Favorite Place to Hang Out: northside or norman
Favorite Talk Show: kilborn
Favorite Sandwich: pastrami and rye
Favorite Type/Brand of Cigarettes: camel wide lights
Favorite Type of Drugs: x
Favorite Way to Listen to Music: driving in a car screaming the words
Favorite Thing to Dream About: sex
Favorite Thing in the Whole World: music


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blargh [11 july 2002|06:05pm]
[ mood | piratey ]

-Age: twenty
-Gender: least thats what i think
-Are you married? not at the moment
-Do you have any pets? i had a dog
-Do you know how to swim? yeah
-Are you left or right handed? right handed
-Are you double jointed? nope
-Can you touch your toes? yeah i'm limber
-Do you do any volunteer work? not lately
-What size shoe do you wear? 9 1/2 - 10 1/2
-What do you hate most about your life? my animosity
-What do you like most about your life? my friends
-If you could have sex with anyone in the world who would it be? wow, thats too tough, i'm a whore
-Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no
-Do you have a best friend? i have 3, chris, mindy, and carly
-What is your idea of the perfect romantic partner? fuckin nuts, beautiful, smart, and a good sense of humor
-Would you ever ask someone out? yeah, thats the way it works right?
-Do you move fast or slow in a relationship? depends on who its with
-Have you fought with a friend in the last week? nope
-Do you like to give hugs? yeah hugs are the shit
-Give back rubs? i like getting them, but i'll give to recieve
-Do you use chapstick? the cherry shit is the best
-Go to the mall? yeah i'm actually about to go, i like making fun of the stupid people
-Watched the smurfs? GARGAMEL!
-What are you wearing? nothing at all, perv
-Last thing you think about before you go to sleep? shit i gotta wake up tommorow
-Cursive or print? a little of both
-Do you like surprises? uh huh
-Bad habits? smoking, drinking, cussing
-Piercings? used to, not anymore
-Do you talk to yourself? i argue with myself
-Have you ever taken an I.Q test? yup, 131
-Pick a song that you cannot stop listening to: "stamp" - hagfish
-Do you have an accent?: nope
-Do you drink alcohol?: yes
-Do you smoke? yes
-Do you bite your nails? not with my braces, makes my teeth hurt
-How long can you hold your breath? till i pass out i guess
-What do you do for fun?: hang out with friends
-What's your bedtime? usually around 2
-First thought in the morning?: go back to bed stupid
-What's under your bed?: alot of boxes
-Are you an optimist or pessimist?: pessimist
-Do you think men and women can ever just be friends without wanting each other?: i hope so, or my life looks bleak
-Did you ever have a crush on a cartoon character?: betty rubble, and jessica rabbit
-Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: sometimes
-What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?: shit, i've done too much to try and think of the stupidest
-What is the smartest thing you have ever done?: stopped talking to slut
-Do you like dressing up?: nope
-What movie do you really want to see? mr. deeds
-Would you ever have cosmetic surgery?: nope
-Do you read a daily newspaper?: nope
-Do you have a cell phone if so what kind?: yup, nokia
-Do you have a lava lamp?: nope, don't want one
-What's on your mouse pad?: a frog
-Have you ever been convicted of a crime? yeah
-Most embarressing moment?: fuck that
-Glasses or contacts?: glasses
-Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? yeah but not very often
-Do you like sappy love songs? no
-Have you ever been on radio or television?: the late late show with craig kilborn
-Are you gay?: no

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too much brain used, talk like caveman now [10 july 2002|12:08am]
[ mood | confused ]

first off, all you people in oklahoma who didn't know, 95X is back, anyways thats all.
second off,

1. Are you an innie or an outtie? innie
2. Have you ever worn bell-bottoms? no, god no
3. Have you ever written a song? yes, several in fact
4. Can you make change for a dollar right now? no, not till tommorow, i have a $592 dollar check
5. Have you ever been in the opposite sex's bathroom? yup, god is it wonderful too
6. Have you ever smelled your own feet? uh huh, like roses
7. Do you like ketchup on or beside your French fries? depends on the lighting in the room
8. Can you touch your tongue to your nose? yeah i can't
9. Have you ever been a boy/girl scout? i was a tiger cub for a year
10. Have you ever broken a mirror? yeah i got mad
11. Have you ever put your tongue on a frozen pole? hells no, that kid on christmas story made me just say no
12. What is your biggest pet peeve? ignorant people
13. Do you slurp your drink after its gone? only when it has alcohol in it
14. Have you ever blown bubbles in your milk? when i was like 7
15. Would you rather eat a Big Mac or a Whopper? whoppers are the shit
16. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping? yes i have, and i swear to god it was shrinkage.
17. When you are at the grocery store, do you ask for paper or plastic? plastic. fuck the environment.
18. True or False: You would rather eat steak than pizza.: why is this true or false? yeah true, i love beef, no not like that you sick bastards
19. Did you have a baby blanket? yeah its in the attic somewhere now
20. Have you ever tried to cut your own hair? i have, didn't turn out to well either
21. Have you ever sleepwalked? yeah and fell down stairs
22. Have you ever had a birthday party at McDonalds? nope, i stuck to high class places like chuck e. cheese, i think it was show biz when i was a kid though
23. Can you flip your eye-lids up? no, and i hate seeing it
24. Are you double jointed? nope
25. If you could be any age, what would you be? 21 so i could drink more easily
26. Have you ever gotten gum stuck in your hair? nope
27. Have you ever thrown-up after a roller coaster ride? i ain't no pussy
28. What is your dream car? ferrari f40
29. What is your favorite cartoon of all time? beavis and butthead or garfield and friends, i used to go ape shit over that when i was a kid
30. Would you go swimming in shallow waters where, one year earlier, a shark had attacked a child? i don't like water
31. How many cavities do you have? none anymore
32. Have you ever eaten a dog biscuit? yup, god those were good when i was little
33. If you were in a car sinking in a lake, which would you do first: unbuckle your seat belt or open your window? unbuckle the seat belt, why drown before you have a chance?
34. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance? nope
35. Can you pick something up with your toes? i can but don't practice
36. How many remote controls do you have in your house? 4 in my room, thats all i care about, but we had 7 in my old apartment
37. Have you ever fallen asleep in school? another reason why my cumulative gpa is 0.2
38. How many times have you flown in an airplane in the last year? 0 this year, but that will all change in august
39. How many foreign countries have you visited? 0, god i'm boring
40. If you were out of shape, would you compete in a triathlon if you were somehow guaranteed to win a big, gaudy medal? no, whats good about a big gaudy metal, well if it was platinum then yes, i'm all about the bling bling
41. Would you rather be rich and unhappy, or poor and happy? i could be rich and unhappy i'm a materialist
42. If you fell into quicksand, would you try to swim or try to float? float? you can't float in quicksand
43. At what age did you first try to drive a car? 16, my friend was drunk and i had to
44. Do you ask for directions when you are lost? nope, i don't get lost, unless i'm on "the weed" which hasn't been for some time
45. Have you ever had a Mexican jumping bean? i am a mexican jumping bean
46. Are you more like Cinderella or Alice in Wonderland? i'm more like the cheshire cat
47. Would you rather have an ant farm with no ants or a box of crayons with broken points? ants. cause you don't have to do shit with it, that question is stupid
48. Do you prefer light or dark bread? white bread is the shit
49. Do you prefer scrambled or fried eggs? fried, like my brain on drugs
50. Have you ever been in a car that ran out of gas? nope very close though, gas light on for 15 minutes
51. Do you talk in your sleep? oh yeah, crazy shit too
52. Would you rather shovel show or mow the lawn? shovel snow, i love when it snows
53. Would you rather be bitten by a poisonous snake or constricted by a python? one of my biggest fears is dying from suffocation so i'd rather be bitten
54. Have you ever played in the rain? not any more
55. Which do you think is more dangerous: an angry bear or a hungry white shark? hmm i'd like a slightly peeved platyus if you don't mind
56. Would you climb a very high tree to save a kitten? all that climbing just to sneeze for a while, no sir, i'll have none of that
57. Can you tell the difference between a crocodile and an alligator? yes i can
58. Do you drink pepsi or coke? coke, pepsi is so damn sweet
59. Whats your favorite number? 423,543,786,345,345,876,234,667
60. If you were a car, would you be an SUV or a sports car? sports car
61. Have you ever accidentally taken something from a hotel? probably, if it was accidental i wouldn't have known it
62. Would you blow your nose at the dinner table? right in my food, thats how i get that special sauce
63. Have you ever slipped in the bathtub? yeah my friends call me jar jar binks, i'm pretty clumsy
64. Do you use regular or deodorant soap? i use premium shampoo, like salon shit
65. Have you ever locked yourself out of the house? no, the car yes, the house no
66. Would you rather make your living as a singing cowboy or as one of the Simpsons voices? the simpsons, thats a no brainer, you could go to parties and everyone would love you, not like i need atention or anything, no really i don't, dammit. stupid question
67. If you could invite any movie star to your home for dinner, who would it be? ewan mcgregor
68. Have you ever made a semi truck honk? when i feel frisky and am looking for a good time
69. Which would you rather live with: a huge nose or crossed eyes? hmm..rooming with body parts sounds bad, unless it were boobs, then i'd definately pick the boobs
70. Would you hang out with someone your best friend didnt like? probably not
71. Would you hang out with someone your best friend liked, but you didnt like? unfortunately this sitation has occured
72. Have you ever returned a gift? nope, i stick that shit out
73. Would you give someone else a gift that had been given to you? i gave someone something i bought that i really like, does that count? no? ok i'm just stupid
74. If you could attend an Olympic Event, what would it be? hockey, hockey, did i mantion hockey
75. How many pairs of shoes do you own? alot of shoes
76. If your grandmother gave you a gift that you already have, would you tell her? nope, i just have 2
77. Do you sing in the car? yeah everytime i drive or if i'm riding with friends
78. Would you rather jump into a dumpster or into a vat of honey? call me winnie the mother-fuckin pooh
79. What is your favorite breed of dog? papillons, beagles, bloodhounds, bichon frises.
80. Would you donate money to feed starving animals in the winter? yeah i'd feed it them myself i love animals.
81. If you were a bicycle, would you be a stingray or a mountain bike? stingray? is that those old school mexican gangster bikes?
82. What is your least favorite fruit? grapefruit
83. What kind of fruit have you never had? no idea, whatever i've never heard of
84. If you won a $5,000 shopping spree to any store, which store would you pick? borders, without a doubt, you can never have too many books
85. What brand sports apparel do you wear the most? shoes, you gotta wear shoes, otherwise you won't get served
86. How many letters will/did I earn in my high school career? one cross country letter, cause the fucking coach kicked me out before the last race of my senior year, otherwise i would have had two
87. Among your friends, who could you arm wrestle and beat? chris, ricky, lil zane, prolly d, all the girls, everyone dammit, except shipley, he's mean
88. If you had to choose, what branch of the military would you be in? air force, they don't do shit
89. Would you ever parachute out of a plane? yeah i really want to.
90. What do you think is your best feature? my amazingly and wondrously large big toe.
91. If I were to win a grammy, what kind of music would it be for? they don't give grammys to punks, fucking fascists
92. What is your favorite season? fall, i love fall, thank you davey for introducing me to the wonders of fall
93. How many members do you have in your immediate family? 3
94. Which of the five senses is most important to you? hearing, music is my life
95. Would you be a more successful painter or singer? singing, hah that shows how horrible i am at painting
96. Have you ever ridden a tortoise? yeah at the zoo
97. How many years will/did you end up going to college? 1 and a half, fuck college, tech school is the way to go
99. Would you rather be a professional figure skater or professional football player? football like football or football like soccer?
100. What do you like to collect? alchohol bottles

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hmm..goin back to cali [08 july 2002|02:35am]
[ mood | sedated ]

well it seems that florida is way more expensive than i was expecting, so i guess its round 2 cali, and florida i'll see sometime in december. sorry ash, sorry ryan. anyways, i got another band practice tommorow. i hope we do better than the last couple of times. i have to work in 5 hours and 20 minutes, i should go to bed, but its so hard when i don't feel like sleeping. oh well. god these seem to be more of a task lately than enjoyment. oh well , i gotta keep the fans happy somehow. later.

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gradual [04 july 2002|03:23pm]
[ mood | determined ]

yes i am alive for all you that had lost faith. thats really not that many but anyways. today is the 4th of july, such a blatantly patriotic day. i hate the 4th of july well except for the fact that its a paid day off of work. well anyways i'm going to florida in august to see my brother and ash. i'm so happy its unreal. it was either florida or cali with my best friend, but i've already been there once and i've never been to florida so florida it is. anyways i'm not very interesting so later.

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whoa oh no [27 june 2002|01:20am]
[ mood | frisky ]

i like girls who wear watermelon lipgloss because it makes me melt and taste nice.go go go.I dare you to forget those marks you left across my neck from those nights that we were both found at our best.melt melt melt.

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[06 june 2002|10:18pm]
[ mood | happy ]

1.LIVING ARRANGEMENT? with the rents, i'll move out soon enough

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? the quantum thoery of insanity

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? something retarted

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? the game of life


6a. FAVORITE SMELL? new car interior
6b. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? stinky feet




10. FAVORITE COLORS? blue, black, red


12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? trinity aurora(girl) and dirk(boy)


14. FAVORITE FOODS? spam, spam, baked beans, spam, bacon, spam, eggs, spam, spam, and spam


18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? well i am deathly afraid of lightning


21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? long island iced tea


23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? of course, i am no heathen


25. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR WHAT COLOR WOULD IT BE? black, its already black, that's how i like it

26. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? i thought i was, but i'm not for sure

27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? empty cause i'll usually finish it off

28. FAVORITE MOVIES: fight club, swingers, clockwork orange, casino

29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? when i feel like it, but most of the time no

30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? boxes of random shit







37. HAPPIEST MOMENTS? being with friends

38. CD IN YOUR CD PLAYER? murder city devils


40. ONE THING YOU WOULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF: i would straighten my teeth

41. NICKNAME? jar jar


43. FUTURE CAR? some rice rocket


ten pictures you have hanging in your house
1- me as a kid
2- swingers poster
3- me and my brother
4- me and fat mike in cali
5- various skateboarding ads
6- various maxim girls
7- at the drive-in poster
8- murder city devils cd insert
9- hmmmmm
10- no more, we are unsentimental

nine things you're looking forward to:
1- my trip to florida, when i can afford it
2- detroit winning the stanley cup
3- getting through tech school
4- late night ihop runs with jana
5- getting drunk again
6- going to six flags with friends
7- going to a red wings game in detroit with chris
8- going to a maple leafs game in toronto with chris
9- moving to cali with ashley

eight things you wear daily:
1- scrubs
2- jeans
3- my watch
4- my white (used to be orange) bracelet
5- boxers
6- socks
7- my armani glasses
8- a sexy pair of shoes

seven things that annoy you:
1- other peoples taste in music
2- people who drive like they are retarted
3- movies that star pop stars
4- breaking glasses at shows
5- shows with really shitty openers
6- the local music scence
7- ignorance

six things you touch every day:
1- my penis
2- my remote control
3- my keys
4- my cell phone
5- my keyboard
6- my penis (some more)

five things you do every day:
1- shower
2- listen to good music
3- talk to ashley (hopefully)
4- smoke
5- sleep

four people you'd want to spend more time with:
1- ashley
2- carly
3- dustin
4- chris

three movies you could watch over and over:
1- casino
2- fight club
3- true romance

two of your favorite songs at this moment:
1- turbo negro "get it on"
2- murder city devils "bunkhouse"

one person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1- don't know yet

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